Here’s the deal. There will be a lot of misery and complaining on this blog for the next few months. It’s a fact. So get ready.

My hyperemesis is back with a VENGEANCE. I had, luckily, forgotten about what a miserable first 5 months I had with Hudson and how debilitating and depressing it is for me to be pregnant. Hudson was obviously worth every second and I would suffer every day of my entire life to make him happy and healthy. I know this is the trade off with the new little one. Right now though? I just want to die. And for anyone who hasn’t been through this (hyperemesis) they have no idea. This isn’t morning sickness. It’s not even BAD morning sickness. It is that all I’ve eaten in the last few days is a few pieces of toast (bad idea) a couple baby carrots and about 5 bites of soup. Collectively in the last week I’ve had maybe the equivalent of 2 bottles of water. I’m losing weight at a rate I could only dream of before this. Up to 2 pounds A DAY. I am dehydrated, tired, sick. You know that feeling when you about to puke? Your heart beats faster and you get kinda clamy? Yeah. That’s how I feel ALLLLLL DAYYYY LONGGGG and last time it last MONTHS. It is so depressing to feel this way and it’s hard not having anyone who has had this pregnancy complication. There is NO relief. Even with medication. It’s horrible and I want to curl up and cry.

Luckily, last night was Wednesday and my Mom & Stepdad were here. Since Scott was working late, my stepdad took me over to Kaiser to fill out the pregnancy packet. It ended up being a class of sorts and most women were there with their husbands. I’m pretty sure people probably though Georgie was my husband which is kinda hilarious.

When I got home, my mom had cleaned my kitchen and folded and put away all my laundry. She is amazing. There is nothing NOTHING in the world quite like Mom. She always knows what to do to make me feel better. I can’t wait to deliver this baby so she will come stay with me for a week again! Best week of my life! I also can’t wait till one day I get to do that for my kids. I realize this is probably why Scott is really missing his mom right now. Once you have children, you realize how much your parents really love you and you start to appreciate (more than you already did) the things they do and have done for you.

We ordered Amici’s but of course: it was depressing because the smell made me sick and I couldn’t eat more than a few bites of my soup. Also, the entire night I was being haunted by the smell of peaches for some reason. Apparently Scott had a peach while I was at the Doctor, but around 8 (2hours later) I was gagging on the peach smell. Even though, my mom said she took out the trash with the pit. Crazy how good your sense of smell gets.

We watched SYTYCD and it was amazing as usual. If Evan & Melissa don’t get kicked off tonight I will die. The fact that they were paired together was great because it really showcased the fact that they are the weakest dancers on the show and probably should have left daysssss ago.