It would be to lose some effing WEIGHT but since I cannot start that quest for some time, seeing as we are most likely talking at least MAY before I get an exercise OK from the doctor (c-sections!). So, my first resolution for 2010 is that by the END of the year I will clean out my closet from all the clothes I used to-but no longer and haven’t in a while been able to fit into properly. I am giving myself till the end of the year because prepregnancy #1 I could wear about 50% of the stuff in there. (and yes, sadly, only 50% of my clothes fit then!)

But since of course I had Hudson in late January and then had a 6 week recovery period from my c-section in which I was told to hold off on the exercise- and then followed that up with two months of not exercising because I was feeling tired and still losing weight from breastfeeding only to find out that I was tired because I was pregnant AGAIN and definitely with multiple fetuses and definitely puking A LOT- exercise never happened and my weight was still well above my pre-Hudson-pregnancy weight. (Hellllohhhh run-on sentence!)

And now, as I have mentioned I am the heaviest I’ve ever been and am literally holding back tears at the site of myself in pictures. (I guess THIS is out the window!)

So, I am giving myself a generous timeline in which to get this under control. Only because I am losing the weight of two pregnancies and THREE babies. That said- in December 2010 I will attack my closet and either get to relive past fashion glories, while cleaning out a few duds and making room for MORE awesome stuff- or I will be coming to terms with the fact that I am indeed a new, larger size that will require a longer period of time to reign in then most of my clothes will remain fashionable, hence, I will have to get rid of lots.

Either way- I’m OK with it.

As long as I can get to where I was this summer- still 5-10 pounds over PHP (That’s pre-Hudson-pregnancy) I’d be OK.

Some battles aren’t worth that much fight. And really, 10 pounds isn’t life shattering. So, I am hoping for the best and preparing for the worst in regards to my weight/shape in 2010.

Wish me luck. And I’d also like to make my belly button go back in in 2010. Just a thought.