This is the first day of my life.

I am having a really hard month. I need more time in this month. I really do. I need it to last just a week or two longer so I am able to take care of some REALLY important things. But, I know it might not and because of this, things are just going to get harder- unfortunately. It’s sometimes very hard being the person to shoulder information because it weighs on you. I tend to be the “tough one” and I don’t like to ever disappoint people. So, I try to solve my problems myself.

Add to that the fact that it’s almost impossible to deal with these kind of things when you have three screaming children who decide right NOW is the time to start being totally unruly. You know- right when you are totally on the verge of losing your mind completely.

So, that’s where I am at. Totally stressed. No one I can talk to. Three screaming children. Two of which didn’t sleep at all last night & spent the last 8 hours screaming for no reason. One of which woke up early at 8 AM leaving me with about an hour of sleep & just shredded bits of my sanity. Oh, and there is still plenty of crying. I hope they all soon realize that 2 arms cannot hold three babies at once & give me a break.

Hoping for good news today. Any type would be great.

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11 Responses to “It’s Friday, which is good & bad.”

  1. Eileen

    I’m sorry you are having a rough day/week/month. I’ll be thinking of you and while I can’t physically help, hopefully some good vibes will help a little bit.

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  2. Ashley G.

    I’m so sorry mama. I’m here if you ever need to just vent. I know it’s tough.

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  3. Lindsey

    I have been so ‘I am having a baby’ that I haven’t even noticed. So sorry lady…it will get better…you are an amazing person…just remember that!

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  4. KristiMaristi

    you can always talk to me! Email me and VENT! I hope today gets better. I too have a screaming child, at this point getting a tattoo on my eyeball would be more pleasurable than this morning has been.

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  5. Teresa

    I’m sorry Emily. It’s been that kind of week for me. Today has been HELL!!!!!!! Teething Twins are pretty much one of the hardest things to deal with in the world. If you need a sounding board who is totally removed you can always call/email me.

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  6. emily bilbrey

    oh, so sorry my dear! when i feel overwhelmed with poppy i often think of you and put myself in place. i mean that as a total compliment – i think you do an amazing job handling all you’ve got going on! it would be crazy if you DIDN’T get overwhelmed sometimes! i hope that very soon, you get a good break, at least for a bit. hugs, mama! xoxoxoxo!

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  7. Meagan

    Ugghh Im sorry you’re having such a hard time! I know with one kid and being a stay at home mom I get overwhelmed, I couldn’t imagine being able to handle 3. I think you do an amazing job and we all have hard times. It will pass! In the meantime, good wishes are coming your way :)

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  8. Kirsten

    I’ve been thinking about you…hope things are going better! Let me know if I can help. :)

    -Kirsten

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  9. christine

    I hope this week is going better for you!!

    I can’t even imagine that, but I just hope that things will get better and you can share your important things with others soon!

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  10. Carrie

    Sorry to hear about your stresses but I get it. I have 2 little ones too and at times I truly feel I am loosing my mind but in that very same second of insanity… I would not trade being a mom and all it’s adventure for anything. Great blog… I enjoy reading. Hang in there.

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  11. andrea

    I can only imagine what your day-to-day is like. I hope things get/are getting better. You know I am only an email away if you need to talk to someone about ANYTHING.
    Love you tons and tons!

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